Call me an Alumna!
I just graduated from college and it feels sooooooooooo good….couldn’t have made it without my family and friends!
Countdown
Everyone is doing it…24 days til my college graduation….freaking out doesn’t even begin to describe how I feel.
Truth: i’m scared
Metamorphosis: I wish I lived in Whiteville!!
I live in Whiteville and there is nothing magical about it
A place where everything is unicorns and rainbows. Where they don’t know race because they live in a “post-racial” and civilized society. I wanna live in this magical place where I will not be followed for looking suspicious. Where I won’t be judged for getting condoms or having sex because they…
Happy Birthday to Me
So i’m 22 today!.yep my b-day is on St. Patricks day every single year…lucky me. 22 is a weird age for me. A year ago today I was so excited about everything. I had my first real relationship and I thought everything was perfect. Now a year later. I have a different boyfriend and this relationship feels more real than I’ve had before. 22 just seems to be full of expectations. What am I doing after I graduate? What about grad school? Are you getting a job? Where are you going to live? It’s all so much and its rushing towards me at full speed. At 21 everything was so exciting and I feel 22 is more about expecting. My rambling thoughts at 1:30am. Either way, I’m glad I made it to another year.
I can’t put this anywhere else
So I live with a crazy person and a person who urks my damn nerves. My roommate who I have known since 3rd grade is moving out because of our new crazy roommate. I am stuck. I only have 3 months before I graduate and then im gone. I just am truly scared to live here with the new girl..like literally i lock my door at night because I don’t know what she might do. So my old roommate, who i have come to dislike immensely is now leaving because she can’t have her way. I am so full of disdain for this girl, there is no way I can convey my message on tumblr. I’m probably going to stay because the amount of work it would take for me to pack up and leave is just not worth my time. FUCK THIS!
We’ll be deleting every Tumblr account that don’t reblog this message. There are a lot of inactive blogs and people keep complaining about their URLs and how they want it. For that reason, reblog this if you’d like to keep your blog. Sincerely, Staff.
(Source: staff)
RIP
I jinxed it and now my cousin is gone. We grew up together and then later grew apart but no matter what he was my family and now he is gone and my heart breaks for our family. I just can’t seem to contain the emotions. I hope you feel free Tevin and I know you were a good person. Sometimes you just get lost and can’t find your way out.
New year
So far so good but I don’t want to jinx it…lets just say I’m in a good place…this time a year ago I thought I was too but somehow this feels different…less scary…im ready
I can’t stand…
when you’re planning on having a guy over to have some fun and you think you are going to be alone but wait!…your roommate is still here and the guy is like welp maybe next time and im like fuuuuuuckkkkk my life…please leave…k..thanks..bye
A prayer
I don’t talk to God often, but I think I need to now. I don’t know how to pray so I will write and I figure God can read right? So here is my prayer note. Please God help me to stay sane and keep my strength. Help me to appreciate my friends more and tell them more often that I love and care for them. Help me do what is best for my health and well being. Help me not stress and lead me down the path that I need to be on. I’m sure I strayed so many times and will continue to do so but I promise I will find my way back every time. Just please be there when I do. Oh and I know my mother is struggling and probably praying too. In your answers to her, tell her that her daughter loves and looks up to her….and let my father know that I do love him and that I appreciate his talks more than he realizes and that his daughter actually does pray. Thank you and Amen
